¦ dialling in from the sky bunker ¦
08:26 Just finished the 1st mug of tea of the day; watched news 24. Now I'm up here, blue sky and white clouds that are thickening towards the threat of heavy rain. Went out with Jo last night, popped into Boca Bar for a drink...I've not been there in months. She commented that I was acting tense, and I realised I was. Reasons: I bought the ISBN number for God Seed that day...which ironically used up the last of my money; but it symbolises a new level of seriousness in what I'm doing and trying to achieve. And part of me is terrified. Strange. But in a couple weeks God Seed will be available to wholesale retail chains, and I'll be sending out the press release and press packs to anybody who'll give a thought to read them...and then it's in the lap of the gods. What's strange is that I'm not afraid of failure. I'm afraid of success.